So there are two questions that I have had on my mind lately….
Question 1-Why/how is it that Matthew Gray Gubler is made of pure awesome?
Question 2-How am I supposed to ever be satisfied with any other man when no one can compare to his level of awesomeness?
Let me explain a little more. First of all, if some of you are reading this and thinking you have never even heard of such a person don’t worry you are not alone. As a matter of fact I only recently had the pleasure of coming across this fine specimen of a man myself. It all started a couple of months ago when I got hit by the dreaded stomach virus. Not a pretty time in my life. But, I will forever be grateful to whichever germ-spreader gave me the sickness because it led me straight to the most fantastical man in the world (and my current obsession) Matthew. Stricken with the horrific stomach bug I headed up to my grandma’s to recuperate. Luckily my Mammaw happens to be a big fan of the show Criminal Minds and I ended up catching a few episodes. It only took me about 5 seconds to discover that I positively loved Dr. Spencer Reid (the character Matthew plays on the show). Following this new discovery I took the time to learn more about Matthew and the more I learned the more I loved. Now I am not going to lie Matthew is incredibly beautiful. He did work as a model for Tommy Hilfiger and the like. And his type of physical beauty is exactly my “type.” But his dreaminess quotient relies on far more than his physical attractiveness. Besides being a good actor he is also a director and a sketch artist. His website www.gublerland.com showcases some of his works, everything on the site is hand drawn and made by him. After watching the “unauthorized documentaries” of his life online there is no doubt that he has an incredible sense of humor. He also treats his “fands” (his word for friends/fans) with great kindness. He truly comes off in every interview or post on his blog as such as genuinely nice, down-to-earth guy. In short, if I tried for days on end I doubt very seriously I could come up with a single negative comment about him. Now I am not delusional enough to think that I “know” him based on interviews and the like but for one man to have so many fabulous qualities and such talent I think I can safely determine that he is, in fact, made of awesome. Which is great…and actually restores my faith in the male species a bit. But it is also very unfortunate. Remember question 2? See I am very rarely attracted to a guy. I can’t really even remember the last guy I met who I was interested in. It’s not that I don’t want a guy or that I need one. But, I would like to find a partner someday to share my life with. And NO ONE can compare. I have high standards. I’m ok with that. But I guess the next part is becoming ok with the fact that if I’m not willing to settle for less then I might be settling for singledom. Is that crazy? I don’t know. Again, not delusional enough to think that a school counselor from a small town in TN will end up with a celeb from LA who receives about 100 marriage proposals per day. Chances are probably somewhere close to 1 in a billion. You know that’s life. I am resigned to the fact that my only relationship with Matthew will be the equivalent of Celebrity-Fangirl. (I do however kinda hate the fact that I’m a fangirl-sheesh. But what are you gonna do right?) So the point is me and Matthew…not gonna happen. But me and someone else? Will it ever? And if so, will they be able to tolerate the fact that I’m quite sure my affection for MGG will live on forever? 🙂
P.S. How ridiculous is it that my first blog ever is a recount of the fabulousness of Matthew Gray Gubler? Yeah I’m a fangirl…at least I can admit it. Besides look him up and you will feel the same way…wait actually don’t! 🙂
P.P.S. I included a picture below. Tell me that face isn’t dreamy….